Day 2 Of Waiting

This morning marks day 2 of waiting to hear more about the status of man and buddy. This morning I had two yellows at wake-up to follow the two yellows and one blue I had at dinner. And today again at dinner I will repeat the process. When I imagine possibly having to do this for the rest of my life I get worried.

The worst part is that I'm horny as hell but don't want to do anything until I know what's going on.