No, We Obviously Weren't Thinking

We obviously weren't thinking too clearly and should be taken to task. And if this turns out badly, we will be taken to task by our doctor. Harshly. In fact we might even get a spanking. And I'm not kidding about that. ;)

Here's the quick time-line. Friday, my man gets barebacked by a buddy, bleeds a little, and when he realizes there's no condom on the guy, he leaves and calls me before I can get to my trick. Friday night, we get him on the meds. Sunday morning, we're fooling around and using condoms for the first time in years.... So my ass is covered on the inside with all the condom gook, and lube you can imagine. Then...well...we're playin around and he puts it in without one.

This is where you get to asking, "what the hell are you two doing?" Well to be honest...it didn't go too long but the fact is, it made it in. But then again, didn't last long on Friday night either. Anyway...I went to the shower and douched out anything that could possibly be laying around inside. Then I took a nap.

I think subconsciously I knew that I had just made a potentially huge mistake. But when two people are making love ya kinda don't think, do ya? My man asked me today if I let him do that that because I wanted to go through this with him. Immediately, I said no. That...would make me sick in the head and co-dependent. We are not that. But the fact is...we made a second mistake on top of the first one.

This afternoon, my man and our buddy took their tests. My man finds out tomorrow how his went, cuz all he is getting is the anti-body check: whether you've been exposed in the past 3 months. Chances are if he has, I have. Duh. If he comes back okay, great. But he won't find out whether he can stop taking the pills until our buddy gets his test back. Our buddy is getting a viral load count test and the antibody test. So umm...keep your fingers crossed. If our buddy has somethin, my man has to take the pills for a month. If not, though...he can stop takin the pills.

It's been less than 72 hours since my man and I made that tiny, probably insignificant mistake. So I started taking the pills today too. Here's the pickle: if the boys both come back negative, then I don't have to keep taking them. If there's a problem with our buddy...we have to tell the doctor what we did so I get my own pills and take them for 30 days too.

It's true what they say sometimes about men and their dicks.