Testing and Nightmares

This blog is supposed to be about my sexploits. Trust me whem I say I'll get there. Like who I'm fuckin and how it went. No names. No pictures. But lately it has been a little sounding board for HIV talk. Not what I planned, but so far it's beena good way to get stuff off my chest.

Today, my man gets tested along with our friend. My man will have a check for antibodies while our friend will get the viral load and antibody check. I have to admit that the only reason I am really still calm is benzodiazopines. I actually broke down last night from all of the aggregated stress in my life. Leave it to cheap champagne. I had a friend listening though, who reminded me that I wouldn't be normal if I didn't get like this once in awhile. Crying can be good...but it sure does hurt the eyes.

I get horny as fuck every morning around 915. It's like clockwork. But I suspect it will not be like that today and until the doctor can get news from the blood tests of both my man and our friend. I hate holding all of this in. Only our room mate knows what's going on. He's been through hing before and he came out okay.

Anyway this is a test of cell-phone-posting. I have more to write but not until I start my morning at the office. Let's see how it goes.

Wish us all health and luck.
Cale